On the issue of control
Hello my name is Alisha - and I have an A type personality.
So the thing is that I really like to be in control. Of my emotions, my schedule, my body weight, my television remote. I want it all.
Most people tell me that is a negative, or a “work on”. It definitely back fires, so I won’t disagree that I need to ease up on the whole expectation of power thing. When I can’t control what’s coming down the pipe I become an antsy, fidgety, anxious, tension ball.
And while you might think this is the part where I say I am learning to let go - in fact I am actually teaching myself to harness my control issues. Hone in on the concept of control, dissect it to the smallest point. And control the hell out of it.
Take everything in your power to control and - as the strange young man told the other strange young man at the gym yesterday - pump the heck out of it.
In my personal world I am a control freak, nutso. But I get stuff done. So, it’s all the angle your looking at me.
I’m very photogenic from a results perspective.
